dreams unlimted.

3:21 AM

i look around.......................real hard................searching for something real weird............................myself ,my entity, when i feel i have reached so close to it then do i realise i lost it all over again ,.......................so i search on listlessly ..............................amidst the ruins of nothingness.

life plays a weird game with you,you tend to have everything other than what you want ..................so i kept on wishing that i had what i did not, i still wish...............knowing well wishes never come true...............

some instants from my life ..................

i loved theatre....................irony .....................i cannot act.
i love music.........................sarcasm ......................i cannot sing.
i loved photography....................truth.....................i cannot click.
i loved modelling..........................bitterness...............i cannot pose.
i loved dancing.............................reality........................i cannot even move myself properly without tripping over the ropes.
i loved creativity........................i know.............................i lack abstractness.
so imsearch on through the ruins of myself........................knowing well that i will never find what i love the most..........................yet hoping for a miracle........................
compromise is neither acceptance , nor happiness,it a routine of life that follows you all the way long.

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